I loved a girl who I thought loved me. She even told me she did. Only days later to reveal that she might be incapable of love altogether and the situation with me repulsed her and then on too of that, a bit after that told me she has realized she is heterosexual. I am a very lonely person. I don't communicate well with others and I found someone. She ripped my heart out. I find that I cannot bring myself to even be a friend to her. Or to anyone.
Thank you for sharing it with me. I understand how you feel, it can be really hard when people get confused but you have to know and understand that it’s not your fault and it doesn’t mean you’re a bad friend or whatever. I’d like to talk more about it with you, it would be better if you come off anon so I don’t have to publish it :)